dailydatewithgod

There are times when we find ourselves present in experiences we could not project no matter how creative we believe ourselves to be. Somehow in our mind’s eye or our heart’s eye, we are led to experience. Looking back we are unable to figure out which steps led to us getting into the situation. There are too many twists and turns along the way.  How could we have known this is where we were longing to be all along?  Essentially we are seeing how we place our projections on top of whatever is happening through our feelings. We lead towards some object, ideas, or experiences based on what we feel we will get when in that space or possess that thing. We are left wondering is it the thing or experience or is it the feeling?  How much of what we are experiences even present in physical matter versus what we project onto to the moment? It leads one to question if it matters since we are experiences what we truly desire.  I do not have answers to these questions but they are wonderings of my heart.  It seems as though our heart is doing more directing in our lives than we give it credit for. I think I want to know the answers but maybe I just want the feeling I imagine I will have once I know the answers.  In that case, am I simply projecting that feeling on the first answer I come to or the experience of exploring the questions?