dailydatewithgod

I sometimes wonder what it would be like to feel what it was like just before I became a conscious human being in my present body.  I am not sure if that would be in my mother’s womb or even before that.  What it was like when I was so close to God where there was no barrier of ego or body or human story.  At time when the energy of God and I flowed back and forth with no interruption.  I experience that sometimes in my meditation or when I am so filled with a sense of love by witnessing something in nature or in human interaction.  I have had enough of a sense of that “feeling” to know that it was once a fuller part of my experience.  I guess that is what spiritual writers/speakers are talking about when they describe  the God-size whole that is within us.  The one that I have tried to fill with many other things over the years.  Nothing has ever fit.  But when I have those moments, there is a remembrance that occurs on a deeper level that reminds me that I have been here before.  There is a knowing that this connection I sense is part of a fuller experience with which my heart and spirit are very acquainted.  It is the experience of these sentimental moments that give me the courage to move forward in those in-between times.  The times when I feel so disconnected from anything greater than myself.  The moments when darkness, discord and dis-ease are my reality and there is little or no light that is shinning through.  Equally important is the fact that God has placed in my life people to remind me of those moments of intimacy with God.  The people who always seem to be able to see the light within me even when I cannot see it.  We are all here to encourage one another to keep moving forward and keep searching out that experience of God. We can remind each other when we have lost that sentiment that it is not lost,  just momentarily forgotten.  My prayer for us today is that if we are having a day of strong connection with God that we share that with another and if we are having a day of disconnect, look for the God within others.  Make it a great one!  Peace~Colleen