There is something so sacred about hearing the words, I forgive you. Whether it is directed towards you or by you it is a phrase that signifies a releasing of chains around our hearts. The beauty of forgiveness is in its ability to be used for big and small things. Without realizing it we have a tendency to hold on to little injuries and unmet expectations. After a while we don’t realize how much they clutter up our hearts. We can remember clearly injustices or wrongs done to us or by us that hold more energy, but it is the little things can eat away at our hearts and souls just as much. When we carry those around, we have less space to love. This means we are not able to be fully who we truly are. Anytime that we are not being from a space of complete love we are not our full potential. The gift of mercy that we have the capability to release others and ultimately ourselves is immeasurable. Before I spoke the words of forgiveness to my father my heart had released the energy. It came when I decided I didn’t want to carry the anger in my heart anymore. It took several years but I am free now. As I reflect upon the past year, there are little ideas and experiences that are sitting in my heart and in my mind for which I had expectations and fixed ideas that did not go as planned. I am sure there was a person or two who bothered me or spoke unkindly to me or I to them. As a gift of embracing a new year I have decided to ask God for the courage to release myself and forgive them. In the end, I know we are all trying our best and some days it is harder than others. By being the experience of mercy, I free myself up to live more from my heart, to be the love that I am at my core, and share that message with others.
My prayer for us is the courage to say goodbye to 2015 by releasing all that is not love into the hands of the Merciful One who is happy to show us the depth of love that resides in our hearts today.
If you could experience the gift of mercy for yourself, who or what might you be willing to let go of today? Share in the comments.
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