It is clear to me from my daily prayer and meditation dates with God, I see differently then my Creator. I am given the precious opportunity to step inside a completely different world than the one residing in my head by giving presence to our relationship. It started out as a necessity to move out of tremendous pain and suffering and day by day becomes the beckoning space of acceptance allowing me to show up authentically. It is as though God has gently shown me the beauty of my own heart which had become a foreign entity to me. All the layers, and I find new ones regularly, of seeming protection and defensiveness encased over my heart are and never were a deterrent to God. The surprising delight with which God faces me wholly is the most vulnerable and yet powerful feeling in the world. There is no point in putting on a good face or pretending to be someone or something else. God takes my hand over and over again, guides it to my heart, and reminds me the space I am looking for in any situation is my heart. In my heart I have found resources to withstand any outside experience. In my heart there is found a resource of God which encases a multitude of possibilities my mind cannot wrap its head around. When I am frustrated and lost, God whispers in my ear to return to the place I am found. I am found in the realm where I matter simply because I exist. I may not understand it but my heart beats at every moment with the wave of being found by the one who founded me and today I am grateful.
Be From Found!
on April 13, 2017My prayer for us is the courage to find the space within ourselves that God founded and remains in every loving presence today.
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