dailydatewithgod

We can rely wholly on the premise that God remains fully and completely within us no matter the circumstances in our lives.  We always remain as we were created.  What happens during the time and space of our human existence cannot undo our divine inheritance.  It remains unchanged. It is a matter of recognizing and remembering the design with which God created us. Yes, change is constant.  God is also constant.  The love remaining in our hearts is there when all else seems to have abandoned us.  As an incest survivor there is a lot of language I hear about being tainted and ripped of my innocence. There was  a time when I felt that way even in my core.  I was afraid to look deep within myself for fear of my darkness being true and too much to handle.  On our daily dates, God invites me into a space within myself full of light and innocence. God shows me no matter what my father or anyone else did, it cannot alter the light of love God placed within me. It is as though God created an area of remains in me, not of the dead but of an aliveness.  The light may be flickering only a little but it is still there.  By accepting God’s invitation and trust in God’s commitment to my designed wholeness I willingly creep into the dark and scary places.  I walk through the anger, sadness, frustration, terror, and despair. The hardest part is letting go of them for fear nothing will be there when I am done.  God has shown me that within my heart space will remain God’s vision of who I am.  I can rely on it when nothing else seems possible.