dailydatewithgod

I often wonder about God’s sense of timing.  If nothing else in my life is a confirmation that God thinks differently than I do, it is in regards to timing.  Why is it when the things we think want to happen and don’t, in retrospect are grateful they didn’t?  Or how come I become inpatient about how long the process of finding a job I resonate with that uses more of my talents after searching for a long time seems like it wont happen just shows up and the process is seamless?  And while it is not what I thought it was going to be it is the first time in a long time where I feel like I am exactly where I am supposed to be. I suppose I chalk it up to the mysterious elements of God and the universe that the cheeky phrase, all is exactly as it should be in this moment, seems to be true.  God’s sense of timing has elements of peace and freedom that are not present when it comes to my sense of timing.  Timing for me is often exacting, pressure filled, and with the fear that time will run out.  In those moments I sense the support of God behind me giving me the breath space to pause and notice that it is not the timing that is stressing me out.  It is what I am telling myself about the timing of my life that is causing me suffering.  As a woman in my 40s who is not yet married or a mother and envisioned that as part of her life for a long time, surrendering to God’s timing and plan is something I have to do continuously.  Whatever the elements are that I long to experience about those situations I trust are desires in my heart for a reason.  Being willing to surrender to the timing and the manifestation only comes because I trust God to know my heart even better than I do.