Be Of Wonder!
Be Of Starting!
Be Of Beingness!
God is beingness of love. When we find ourselves living and being the demonstration of love it is God working through us. It isn’t about a feeling that we have it is about who we are being. You could also look at it as who we are not being. Being Love is who we are at our core. The times we find ourselves acting in opposition to love or apathetic about love, we are showing that we are disconnected from our true self. At the time of our creation and even before God fashioned a beingness of love in us. We cannot run or hide from it. We can pile lots of stuff on top of it. We can deny that it is true for us. We can masquerade around as though we are not effected by our being anything less than love. In the end, however we only hurt ourselves. The illusion that we buy into is thinking that the reason we are not able to be the love we are is because of other people or situations we have experienced. But no person or situation is greater than God. It is about us claiming our connection to God which never goes away no matter how distant we feel from it. Sometimes I find myself saying is God,” I know you are here with me in the dark even when I don’t want to be here with me. I wish I could feel you but it’s just not happening right now. Help me to carry on being in love through my actions while my thoughts and feelings catch up.”
Be Of Purpose!
Be Of Soleness!
Be Of Permission!
Be Of Seeing!
Be Of Accessibility!
Be Of Reference!
Be Of Sustenance!
God is All That Is. When we are aware of our creation from God we realize that we are complete and enough. When I lose sight of this nature of myself, the quickest way for me to be reminded is to take a breath. I didn’t request the breath, it just came. I didn’t have to pray for hours or weeks so that one more breath might come, it just came. So if God readily sustains me with the very thing that keeps me alive, why would I think that God will fall short of providing what I need in other areas of my life? Perhaps why isn’t the real question but a way of pushing away the fact that the reality of God is so far beyond my comprehension, I barely even know how to wrap my head around it. Because I am so invested in knowing and understanding, I want to stay stuck in wrapping my head around it. God invites me to lay my head to rest upon His chest and just enjoy being with the miracle of each breath as it comes and goes. I am quite certain that God gets a good laugh at watching me spin around in my head trying to figure it out. And yet delights in my appreciation of the sustenance of life that is provided first in the breath and next in whatever I am willing to open my heart to receive.