dailydatewithgod

Sharing my experiences and understandings of the Great I AM.

Be From Benefit!

Our world is built around the philosophy of looking for what is in it for us.  How will participating in this event, doing this deed, studying this book, meeting this person, or wearing these clothes benefit me?  What if we knew that all of it benefits us?  What if there was no need for the question because God has the answer?  In God’s eyes we are the benefit.  We are not in need of anything.  We show up in life for certain experiences so we can begin to know intimately who we are.  Things and people benefit us to the same extent we benefit them.  We are the benefactors and the benefited to the extent we choose to show up as the truth of who we are.  Everything and everyone is a benefit because they are alive.  We are the benefit and receive the benefit because we have been creatively designed and brought to the life by the Creator.  We are the benefit of God.  The moment we lose sight of this truth is when we find ourselves searching for what is in it for us.  God calls us to search within our own hearts and reunite with the benefit of being the truth of who we are no matter the circumstances.
 
My prayer for us is the courage to open our hearts and minds to see the benefit of the truth of who we are in whatever we participate in today.
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Be From Gesturing!

It is the simple things in life have a way of pervading our experience.  We can make great strides by making a simple movement in a direction we want to go.  Gestures create the same experience.  A slight movement in the direction we want to go is the first step in getting us there.  Extended a hand shake with someone with whom you have a grievance, walking tall when entering a room.  A smile on your face when presenting an idea when you are scared to speak up. With little gestures in our body our thinking can begin to shift.  Our perspective open us up when we take small actions in the opposite direction from our fixed perspective.  Then there is room for the heart to connect to our mind.  The gesturing becomes the portal from which God can work in and through us.
My prayer for us is the willingness to make a simple gesture in the direction of our hearts even when our minds are reluctant today.
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Be From Thought!

Our minds are a miraculous place of connections and imagination.  Within each neuron is a multitude of possibilities and creations.  The networks embedded in our minds is baffling.  Yet how many of us appreciate the awesome nature of what is going on inside of our heads?  Do our thoughts focus on it or merely on what we perceive about our outside world as a result of those connections?  God has designed us with mechanisms for health and vitality that flows from the systems maintained in our heads.  We are tasked with maintaining not only our physical health but also the perspective of our perception.  What thoughts do we let run wild inside our heads?  Do they build us up or break us down?  Most of us would not speak as poorly to a stranger as we do to ourselves.  God invites us to resonate with God’s thoughts which come from the core of who we are.  Perhaps it is not a matter of simply changing the thoughts inside our head but a chance to pause and connect the energy of our heart to influence our mind.  When we pause and breathe we get the chance to make the connection. Our breath is a fundamental factor in the functioning of our hearts and our minds.  The re-spiriting of life through respiration is our chance to direct and influence our thought life if we allow it.

My prayer for us is the willingness to engage our breath as a vehicle to connect the network of our heart to our mind and alter the though reality residing within us today.
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Be From Completeness!

Years ago there was a film in which a man in a romantic scene declared to the woman he loved that she completed him.  It is iconic and dramatic and romantic and as I sat in my seat, I cringed.  Uggghh.  Seriously!  So I am not a whole person?  We are halves?  I recognize it is a movie and I am often much too pragmatic but it strikes me as bad math if one is not complete as they are connecting with another versus two halves.  So what happens during the time you are not in a relationship?  Are we all just half people wandering aimlessly?  God has made us complete and whole.  Are we always present and in the game of life at 100%?  Not likely, as life is not about perfection.  But at our core we have everything we need to be whole because we are one with God.  Our completeness is not a question in the mind of God, it is a given.  How would we approach our lives differently if we didn’t think we were searching for our other half?  God desires us to search our hearts to discover our oneness and accept our completeness in love.
My prayer for us is the courage to go within and find our complete template designed by God and bring it into our relationships today.
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Be From Thankfulness!

I have heard many times that the most powerful prayer is Thank you.  I know my life began to change immeasurably for the better when I learned how to practice gratitude on a daily basis.  It is a leap of faith to be thankful for everything.  It calls upon us to have a trust in the ultimate plan and design of God.  It invites the opportunity for a greater vision beyond this moment all the while being focused on what one is grateful for in this moment.  It is a suspension of what is right and true according to the world and appreciating the delicate nature of life.  In any moment I can be thankful for the breath I am able to take which keeps me alive.  I can notice from that thought that I am grateful to be alive.  From there I can connect to being grateful for what my life looks like today versus 10 years ago.  I am then led into thankfulness for being able to have perspective and the ability to reflect on growth.  Next I find myself grateful that I am able to grow and learn from life.  The snowball element of thankfulness becomes a fuel to open our hearts and be evermore present to the profound simplicity of Thank you being another word for love.

My prayer for us is the willingness to see one thing to be thankful for and see how big of a snowball of gratefulness we can make today.
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Be From Lifting!

There are many things which can stand in the way of our receiving what God has to offer us.  The process of relationship with God is allowing God to lift from us that which blocks the love we are being given. It seems too simple to be willing to let go of something and let God do the rest.  Simple but not easy. Willingness is the key.  We show our willingness in our action. I experienced a profound shift in my life when I became willing to ask God to lift the barriers around my  heart.  I had no idea what it meant or what might happen but I was is in enough pain that I admitted I could not let go on my own. I took the action of behaving differently which meant praying for those people.  The ones, like my father, with whom I had a safety guard around my heart.  Day by day I prayed for his health, wealth, happiness and serenity.  As God worked within my heart, I began to mean what I was saying in the prayers. One day, I realized that my underlying anger and fear of my father had lifted from me.  I was free.   I still have feelings but my heart is not weighed down by anger and fear because my heart is free.  Until that moment I did not know what the word Grace truly meant.
My prayer for us is the courage to admit we need God’s help in lifting our blocks to love within ourselves today.
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Be From Trust!

There is a freedom to laugh and breathe when we walk in relationship with God.  I used to think if I let go of my old ways of thinking I would be lost. They got me this far, didn’t they?  Life wasn’t so bad, right?  Slowly day by day on my prayer and meditation dates with God I began to open my eyes to  the contrast between a life that is not so bad verses a life of trust in God.  God wants for us to have a full and free life.  One where we can breathe, move, take risks, learn new things and explore the limits beyond what we think we can.  It is the kind of life that can feel like your heart is going to be crushed or broken open just by breathing in the experience of being present.  Recently I have felt a sense of greater openness of my heart as I walk through some of the deeper layers of my incest survival.  Letting go of my thinking and perceptions that I didn’t even know I had requires a vigilance and a willingness to trust.  I have to trust that as God leads me on this path through dark and murky shadows of my heart and mind, I will not get yanked back into my old ways of being and thinking.  It has not been at all what I thought it would be and find myself laughing and crying at the moment my heart opens and I let go.  I let go because I trust with an uncanny certainty that the belief I held about myself based on the experience was never true to begin with.  It was a way of thinking and being I adopted at the time because it was the only way to make sense of the nonsense.  God invites me to trust that one day at a time I can embrace life that is so much more than not so bad if I am willing to trust in God’s vision of me even just a little.
My prayer for us is the willingness to trust that God’s version of what our life is and means far surpasses any version we have for ourselves today and any day.
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Be From Losing!

The more we let go of our ideas of love, the more open we can be to the possibilities of love.  When we lose ourselves in the process of showing up for life we receive the gift and power of presence.  When we lose ourselves in the recognition of the power in our hearts we come home to ourselves.  My daily prayer and meditation dates with God provide an opportunity to practice the losing of self and the joining of my heart with a power greater than me.  It opens the space to an opportunity to broaden my vision.  Our time together breaks apart the congestion around my heart so I can see.
My prayer for us is the courage to lose the ideas and conceptions of love and be open to how love shows up today.
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Be From Buoyantness!

Within our hearts exists a lightness of being allowing love to travel throughout our whole bodies and lives in a seamless fashion.  This lightness of spirit is the buoyant nature of God.  We do not need to seek outside of ourselves for the peace and understanding we crave.  By surrendering to the buoyantness within our core we allow God to move through us.  When God’s energy moves through us freely it will overflow into our outside experience. This energy will create our perspective, open our hearts to receive, open our eyes to perceive, and open our minds to the mystery and reality of love.  I have found in my daily dates with God I am able to sit in the space of buoyantness even when it feels foreign because I trust this lightness of being is something greater than me that will not abandon me like the darkness in me has done so many times before.
My prayer for us is the willingness to open ourselves up to the buoyantness residing in our hearts waiting to open us up to the experience of love today.
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Be From Impression!

The gift of dating God every day is a sense of impression on my heart.  A connection that grows through learning about the multiple facets of love leaves a mark unlike any other.  If you were to ask me if I was open and willing to experience anger and frustration so my heart and mind would open up more to love, I would pause and want to think about it.  Everything we experience, good or bad, right or wrong, leaves an impression on our hearts.  We can choose whether we want the actual experience to leave its mark or the lessons in love cultivated from it.  We sometimes think we have no choice because we get triggered by the storm or feel the sense of loss so profoundly.  Yet each of the experiences we have God is ready to show us how it can grow us in love if we turn to God for an interpretation.  Left to my own thinking this world sucks and there are a lot of really cruel people.  Who really wants to stick around for that? I might as well go back into denial, check out or allow myself to get swallowed whole into the belief that I am just as bad and dark.  God continues to greet me on our dates with the perception of learning and growing in love.  It’s as though God says, “Yes, Colleen, you have been touched by this experience and it hurts or makes you angry.  I want you to feel it with all that you can and when you are ready, take my hand so I can show you the under side of the impression where the light is hiding. Trust me when I draw your hand to your heart you can choose to take on the impression of the light of love existing within those experiences. ”  So each day I do my best to trust and believe.  God has yet to cease amazing me or catching me by surprise.

My prayer for us is the courage to notice the impressions on our hearts and determine if we have allowed God’s perception of what is truly there be the element that leaves the lasting impression today.
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